Why do you have to bother me all the time?
What is wrong with you?
I just want to be left alone. I am being more than tolerant and more than fair and beyond nice about this. I disgust myself with how tolerant I've been.
Your shenanigans have gone too far. I have better things to do then deal with this.
I know you just want the attention and bathe in it. It is sick.
Please just go far far away. I've had enough.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Wow, I love finding stuff I wrote a time long ago about exs.
Here's a piece that amuses me...
If I could take your heart and beat it with a spiked club; I just might. You don't know the meaning of love. Or maybe you just don't know what it means to love someone. You can only see things from your point of view. And such a select tiny, narrow point of view it is. You say I don't care and that I never make time for you. Am I supposed to magically know your ever changing work schedule? And then plan my everything around that? When you go and break those plans with me anyways. I know you break them to be narcissistic..and not "to be", but because you are. You want to see if I'll bend to you and what you want. Hoping to leave me planless. Sorry darling, but I can have plans at the drop of a hat. Don't play stupid games, like st00pid boys. I don't have time for that nonsense.
Don't tell me and my mom you will drive us to the airport...and this is giving you 2 weeks notice. Then you go and make "lunch plans" with someone else that day and don't even tell me; I have to ask you! That's fucking BULLSHIT and you know it. Dude, I invented BULLSHIT. I know you didn't have plans with a friend. The only plans you could of possibly had would have been with some new chick. (I wasn't born yesterday dumbass! I invented that game too...only I'm the master.) And I really question you having the balls to do that. But if you do, then you truly don't deserve anyone nearly as great as me. And trust me, even though I'm weird and stuff. I am the most interesting and best girlfriend you'll ever have had. Don't you ever forget that fool!
I suspect I was a learning curve for this boy. Learning about what it means to date a real woman, not some BS little girl.
PS. Remember, meeting half way means you move half way too!
Here's a piece that amuses me...
If I could take your heart and beat it with a spiked club; I just might. You don't know the meaning of love. Or maybe you just don't know what it means to love someone. You can only see things from your point of view. And such a select tiny, narrow point of view it is. You say I don't care and that I never make time for you. Am I supposed to magically know your ever changing work schedule? And then plan my everything around that? When you go and break those plans with me anyways. I know you break them to be narcissistic..and not "to be", but because you are. You want to see if I'll bend to you and what you want. Hoping to leave me planless. Sorry darling, but I can have plans at the drop of a hat. Don't play stupid games, like st00pid boys. I don't have time for that nonsense.
Don't tell me and my mom you will drive us to the airport...and this is giving you 2 weeks notice. Then you go and make "lunch plans" with someone else that day and don't even tell me; I have to ask you! That's fucking BULLSHIT and you know it. Dude, I invented BULLSHIT. I know you didn't have plans with a friend. The only plans you could of possibly had would have been with some new chick. (I wasn't born yesterday dumbass! I invented that game too...only I'm the master.) And I really question you having the balls to do that. But if you do, then you truly don't deserve anyone nearly as great as me. And trust me, even though I'm weird and stuff. I am the most interesting and best girlfriend you'll ever have had. Don't you ever forget that fool!
I suspect I was a learning curve for this boy. Learning about what it means to date a real woman, not some BS little girl.
PS. Remember, meeting half way means you move half way too!
dvds and keys
Fine. I get it.
One of my best friends has decided that he no longer wishes to have contact with me. I'm pretty sure this will make some closure in his life (we dated for years). That's fine. My only beef is...I want my fucking DVDs and keys back. I'm not asking for much. I just want what is rightfully mine.
The DVD thing might sound petty to some, but DVDs are my thing. I love my movies..and do not have interest in going out and buying them again...one of which would be hard to find used and new would cost WAY too much. And having paid for them once, I don't see the point in me paying for them again. I was nice enough to lend them out in the first place.
So...if you are indeed reading this..and you know who you are...
I just want my movies (2 or 3) and keys (3 of them) back. You can leave them in a bag at your parents, or leave them at my moms or what have you...just let me know where they are.
Thank you.
One of my best friends has decided that he no longer wishes to have contact with me. I'm pretty sure this will make some closure in his life (we dated for years). That's fine. My only beef is...I want my fucking DVDs and keys back. I'm not asking for much. I just want what is rightfully mine.
The DVD thing might sound petty to some, but DVDs are my thing. I love my movies..and do not have interest in going out and buying them again...one of which would be hard to find used and new would cost WAY too much. And having paid for them once, I don't see the point in me paying for them again. I was nice enough to lend them out in the first place.
So...if you are indeed reading this..and you know who you are...
I just want my movies (2 or 3) and keys (3 of them) back. You can leave them in a bag at your parents, or leave them at my moms or what have you...just let me know where they are.
Thank you.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
El Salvador?
I want to go to El Salvador either:
Feb 22- Mar 1 $1100 apprx
Mar 1 - Mar 8 $975 apprx
Or I could give in and do the Cuba thing...found a decent priced one Feb 22- Mar 1 for just over $800
I need sun and warmth!!
Let me know ASAP if you can travel...
~Amber
Feb 22- Mar 1 $1100 apprx
Mar 1 - Mar 8 $975 apprx
Or I could give in and do the Cuba thing...found a decent priced one Feb 22- Mar 1 for just over $800
I need sun and warmth!!
Let me know ASAP if you can travel...
~Amber
GRumble
Alright...I'm a little peeved! I was supposed to jump on a plane and go to El Salvador next week with one of my best friends. Well it's a no go!!! Ugh.
At this point I'm willing to go cheap to Cuba for a week all inclusive if anyone wants to go. There's a decent hotel and with tax it's $800, leaving on the 25th. LET ME KNOW!!! Seriously!! I need a vacation. All inclusive at that. I just need a break from life....well and work...and the cold!!! Also, it's rather therapeutic for my Narcolepsy.
I forgot..Colombia is another reasonable option....under $1000
Well, this will probably get posted in all the places I write...so I'm sorry to those who actually check all the places I write.
xoxoxox
~Amber
At this point I'm willing to go cheap to Cuba for a week all inclusive if anyone wants to go. There's a decent hotel and with tax it's $800, leaving on the 25th. LET ME KNOW!!! Seriously!! I need a vacation. All inclusive at that. I just need a break from life....well and work...and the cold!!! Also, it's rather therapeutic for my Narcolepsy.
I forgot..Colombia is another reasonable option....under $1000
Well, this will probably get posted in all the places I write...so I'm sorry to those who actually check all the places I write.
xoxoxox
~Amber
random rant
Oh..I don't beat myself up over the past...NEVEr. I learn from it all....I love my past..I've
experienced soo much and now find it easier to take on life...I'm not afraid of much anymore.
Well obviously big anacondas and such...but you know what I mean. I don't think there's an aspect of a relationship I can't handle...except marriage...don't want to do that. But, I've been engaged 2 times, I've felt my heart break a few times...usually due to me leaving someone...lol...
but ya.... So many people are like "omg as if you've been engaged" or omg..to whatever I throw at them...it's like wtf?? I'd rather know what it's like and know how to deal with stuff...than sit there and wonder... I LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST and love it....if people don't like it..
they can bite me!!
experienced soo much and now find it easier to take on life...I'm not afraid of much anymore.
Well obviously big anacondas and such...but you know what I mean. I don't think there's an aspect of a relationship I can't handle...except marriage...don't want to do that. But, I've been engaged 2 times, I've felt my heart break a few times...usually due to me leaving someone...lol...
but ya.... So many people are like "omg as if you've been engaged" or omg..to whatever I throw at them...it's like wtf?? I'd rather know what it's like and know how to deal with stuff...than sit there and wonder... I LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST and love it....if people don't like it..
they can bite me!!
Monday, February 5, 2007
best writing when
So, I'm trying to figure out if the following is fair....
I tend to do some of my best writing when it is about something I first handly experience in my personal life. The last kickass piece I wrote happens to involve a variety of exs. Now, would it be bad to submit this piece to a well known and public site like shebytches ? I never use names or anything of the sort.
Let me know what you think?
I tend to do some of my best writing when it is about something I first handly experience in my personal life. The last kickass piece I wrote happens to involve a variety of exs. Now, would it be bad to submit this piece to a well known and public site like shebytches ? I never use names or anything of the sort.
Let me know what you think?
being seen
Places you can see more of my work:
photography:
http://amberfette.deviantart.com/
writing:
http://www.shebytches.com
I am taking this world by force. So hold on tight.
You'll be seeing more of me. I guarantee that!
photography:
http://amberfette.deviantart.com/
writing:
http://www.shebytches.com
I am taking this world by force. So hold on tight.
You'll be seeing more of me. I guarantee that!
Grand Entrance
Well, I must welcome myself.
WELCOME!!!
I've had various journals/blogs up on all sorts of sites....but those sites are generally geared to specific genres and such...and I wanted post somewhere broad and open to the world.
So...
HELLO WORLD...welcome to mine! (Or at least the parts I will privy you too)
This year is a great year so far.
My photography is going in the right direction.
My writing might be following along....as long as the shebytches continue to like my stuff.
and...well the rest is perfect.
This is MY blog...which means I don't have to use excellent grammar. I use good grammar all the time..this should be the one place to just free everything and not care!
WELCOME!!!
I've had various journals/blogs up on all sorts of sites....but those sites are generally geared to specific genres and such...and I wanted post somewhere broad and open to the world.
So...
HELLO WORLD...welcome to mine! (Or at least the parts I will privy you too)
This year is a great year so far.
My photography is going in the right direction.
My writing might be following along....as long as the shebytches continue to like my stuff.
and...well the rest is perfect.
This is MY blog...which means I don't have to use excellent grammar. I use good grammar all the time..this should be the one place to just free everything and not care!
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